September will bring music to the hallways of Compass Charter School in Brooklyn: a rhythm of footsteps, notes of laughter and tears, a chorus of greetings and goodbyes and stories of summer.
September will bring thoughts of 27 four- and five-year-olds home with me every night. Who did I reach today? Who will I make greater efforts of reaching tomorrow?
September will bring Black children to my classroom, more than it has in six years of teaching, combined. I am one of two white teachers that will greet them, likely the first of many. We will spend two years thinking and questioning and creating together.
We are responsible.
“As educators, we have the power of choice in what we replicate of oppressive systems and what we don’t.”
Chris Neal, Center for Racial Justice in Education
We are responsible.
Everything we do, everything we don’t do either feeds or tugs at the racialized threads that weave through our schools and our communities. By we, I mean all of us. The teachers of white children, of brown children, of Black children. The teachers of children are responsible.
I am late to this work, but I am here. I am looking inward…looking outward…I am aware now, more than ever, of what the color of my skin provides for me and what it denies others of. I am late to this work, but I am here. I regret that in the six years of living and teaching in affluent, predominantly white neighborhoods, addressing racism seemed irrelevant. I know now that teaching white students did not excuse me from this work, rather it was even more urgent to do so in the very settings upheld by systemic racism. I am late, but I am here…and I am ready.
September will bring children to my classroom, and my co-teacher, Madeleine, and I, are making choices. Embedded in inquiry, our choices will bring us closer to equity and justice.
We ask:

By silenced, we think of authors whose work may never be published. By unrecognized, we think of authors whose work is not yet prioritized in classrooms or bookstores. By underrepresented, we think of authors who are not yet visible in the literacy world:

We ask:

Reflect on the major social identifies of your student population: When it comes to race, language and dialect, family structure, gender, religion, ability, class, and nationality — who are the dominant voices in your classroom? Whose writing is studied and displayed as an exemplar? Who frequently sits in the author’s chair to share?
Now, fill in the blank above: When it comes to race, language, family structure, gender, religion, ability, class, and nationality — whose voices are missing from the conversation? Whose work has never been displayed on charts? Whose books have gone unread?
Our focus:
What structures and systems are in place to ensure Black and Indiginous People of Color (BIPoC) children are seen, heard, and celebrated as writers? |
Madeleine and I are making choices, embedded in inquiry, as we:
- Curate a collection of books in our classroom library, displaying books that we hope children will one day see displayed in bookstores and libraries.
- Highlight authors as mentors to our children, authors who we hope will one day be considered mentors to all.
- Co-author books with children, books which we hope to see more of in the world.
- Create systems and structures within writing workshop that prioritize access and equity to our BIPoC students, systems and structures which we hope will one day be the norm.
I am in a position of learning and will continue to lean on those who are laying the groundwork for educators, in addition to the expertise of those who I am fortunate enough to call colleagues. I commit to sharing the steps we take towards these actions as the school year unfolds — anti-racist steps that can be followed regardless of student demographics.
While crafting our essential questions, while designing a classroom environment, and soon, as we begin to nurture a community, we frame our thinking around equity and justice:

Thank you, Madeleine, my ever-generous writing partner throughout the messy process of composing this piece.
Thank you, Rasha, Sally, and Nazneen, for your careful eyes, thoughtful feedback, and steadfast guidance in this work.
Thank you to Chris and Hannah, from the Center for Racial Justice in Education for the transformative training, and to the Compass leaders and staff whose courageous and raw emotions, perspectives, and stories contribute to an ongoing conversation which I am grateful to be a part of.
Thank you readers, especially those who have made it this far. Thank you for being open to reflection, dialogue, and questions that place us in positions of vulnerability and discomfort. That’s where this work begins and will continue to take us.
Books I’m Beginning With:
- How to Be an Anti-Racist, by Ibram X. Kendi
- For White Folks Who Teach in the Hood… and the Rest of Y’all Too: Reality Pedagogy and Urban Education (Race, Education, and Democracy), by Christopher Emdin
- What if All the Kids are White?: Anti-bias Multicultural Education With Young Children and Families, by Louise Derman-Sparks, Patricia G. Ramsey, et. al.
- Troublemakers, by Carla Shalaby
- White Fragility: Why It’s So Hard for White People to Talk About Racism, by Robin DiAngelo
Resources I’m Referencing:
- Continuum on Becoming an Anti-racist, Multicultural Organization
- What White Children Need to Know About Race, By Ali Michael and Eleonora Bartoli
- Five Shifts of Concsiouness for Multicultural Eduators (and the questions we should be asking ourselves) by Paul C. Gorski
- What White Children Need to Know About Race, By Ali Michael and Eleonora Bartoli
- 5 Reasons We All Need to Talk to Kids About Race In America, by Bree Ervin
- An Anti-racist Reading List, by Ibram X. Kendi
- Liz Kleinrock, Teachandtransform.org
- http://www.tolerance.org
You are doing fantastic and important work; I am on a parallel journey, in Washington, DC. Loved the clarity and strength of your words: “We are responsible.” Your resources and ideas are great; please also check out http://www.teachingforchange.org. Please keep writing about your journey this year!!
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Love this post! I feel like we are on this journey together. Your honesty and openness are truly appreciated, and the resources are extremely helpful!
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Thank you for your honesty and willingness to work.
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Wow, Kelsey, You grow girl! I really appreciate the diversity/equity graphic. All the best as you take on this important work. Just curious, what is the identity of your co-teacher?
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Thank you for this post, these questions, your reflections, and your resources. I too feel like I’m late to this work, but I am here and I am planning to address these issues head on with my students and my teachers and my world.
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The opening lines of this piece are so powerful: “Everything we do, everything we don’t do either feeds or tugs at the racialized threads that weave through our schools and our communities. By we, I mean all of us.”
I appreciate your vulnerability, as well as your sense of urgency. This work matters so much, in all schools and with students of all ages.
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Such gorgeous thinking, kelsey! Thanks so much. Reading, thinking, absorbing and applying . . . Growth on the horizon for all of us!
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I am so glad you are sharing your inquiry here. I work in a mostly white school and also feel like you – I am late to this very important work. Because of my population, this line struck a cord: “even more urgent to do so in the very settings upheld by systemic racism.” Keep reflecting and sharing. It is the only way we can grow while making our classrooms better places for all.
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This is such a brave and beautiful post, Kelsey. Thanks for sharing your vulnerabilities here. I know this will be a year of growth and learning for you… and for me as we continue our conversations on Voxer.
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